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Happy New Year!

uynuj — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 07:15:24 +0000

okay.. so it’s way overdue and a long long time since I’ve been here.

Just a little update for my riveted imaginary audience (or future self):

What has transpired since my last entry and major events in 201o (not in chronological order) -

I’m legally married.
Threw my first party. (Sorta, the rom one haha)
I quit my job.
Officially a freelancer. (Sorta)
I started on my counselling course.
I started on my counselling practicum.
I finally got a macbook.
I lost my IC (again.)
I found my IC (yay!)
First real road trip (Sydney to Melbourne)
Tried skydiving!
Largest purchase till date – HDB flat, haha (might be getting the keys in April)
Went to Disneyland for the first time in my life.

Hum.. that’s about all I can think of now..
Happy 2011~!

It’s 5.30am and I’m emotional.

uynuj — Thu, 22 Jul 2010 21:50:05 +0000

I’m awkward.
From the time I was 6, I’ve been awkward.
There were times when it did feel like I found a place where I fit in but it never last.

I always wondered if it’s me. Am I an awful person? A boring person?
Should I have tried harder? Am I trying too hard? Can I change? Is it still me if I do?

But I’m lucky I found someone who loves me despite of my awkwardness and flaws.
Someone whom I don’t have to second guess what he thinks of me.
Whom I know will be there despite it all.
And lets me know there will always be one place that I fit.

Thank you love, for making me feel safe.

It’s late.

uynuj — Wed, 21 Jul 2010 16:27:33 +0000

Sometime it takes so much effort to “do the right thing” and not hurl yourself off the roof.

Maybe it’s the hilton’s ghost talking.

Probably I’m just tired.

So…

uynuj — Mon, 21 Jun 2010 12:16:10 +0000

Inspired by my boss and increased awareness of mortality, I’ve decided I need to come up with my list of things to do before I turned 30. And seeing that I have about 30 months (from the day I decided to have this list), I might as well aim to complete 30 tasks.So…Tadah!

My 30 by 30:

1) Sky Diving

2) Get a tattoo

3) Go to comic-con

4) Take a trip alone

5) Shave my head

6) Complete a full triathlon

7) Make my own short film/ documentar

8 ) Act on an idea

9) Find a cause and fight for it

10) Publish a children book

11) Play at the poker in a proper casino

12) Get into a physical fight

13) Learn how to draw

14) Pick up a sport and keep at it

15) Ride a camel into the desert to see the stars and sunrise (inspired by Yihua)

16) Climb Mount Kilimanjaro

17) …

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That’s all that I can come up with so far. Pretty sure along the way there will be more things I want to do. I’m open to suggestions too! haha..

It’s a joke

uynuj — Tue, 23 Feb 2010 15:00:33 +0000

I’m just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down
I know, I’ve got to let it go

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uynuj — Wed, 04 Nov 2009 14:22:52 +0000

Maybe I think too much. Or not enough.
Try too hard. Or not enough.

Maybe I should let things go.
And see what happens.
Take the leap of faith.
See what happens.

Worst case scenario? I’ll live.

Jumbly Mumbly

uynuj — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 14:17:22 +0000

Fear of losing myself.
Fear of losing you.
Fear of things said.
Fear of thoughts hidden.
Fear of the past, present, future, of living, of dying, of the mundane, of the unexpected, of hope, of despair,of futility,of possibilities, of thinking too much, of thinking too little, wanting too much, doing not enough, of something and everything.

They say everything will be alright.

Yes.No.Maybe.

uynuj — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 07:23:53 +0000

Because reality is so subjective, who’s to say that a single truth exist?

I’ll take being happy over being right any day.
=)

Have yourself a rightfully good day!

Untitled.

uynuj — Tue, 01 Sep 2009 14:33:18 +0000

Loud but incoherent.
Scrambled, muffled screaming thoughts.

The giant brick wall of discontent, cemented by fear.
Yet adorned with such pretty pretty flowers.

Rinse, scrub, repeat.
Stained to spotless.