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It’s 5.30am and I’m emotional.

I’m awkward.
From the time I was 6, I’ve been awkward.
There were times when it did feel like I found a place where I fit in but it never last.

I always wondered if it’s me. Am I an awful person? A boring person?
Should I have tried harder? Am I trying too hard? Can I change? Is it still me if I do?

But I’m lucky I found someone who loves me despite of my awkwardness and flaws.
Someone whom I don’t have to second guess what he thinks of me.
Whom I know will be there despite it all.
And lets me know there will always be one place that I fit.

Thank you love, for making me feel safe.

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